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some people are calling it doomsday
i like to say its the end of a new beginning
my optimistic thinking is not gonna get me anywhere in life
my 'stress' is just leading to more procrastination
even my fail of the trials isn't doing anything to motivate me
honestly...i can't believe i screwed up economics
of all my subjects...economics...
i don't mean ace it...but at least do decently 
now my rank is crap...n my school mark is crap too
i think its the most disappointing of all the trial exams
even failing maths didn't depress me as much

erghhh
i haven't updated anything lately coz i've just forgotten
n when i have remembered i just couldn't be bothered
but i realise this is a good de-stress once in a while

actually i'm really annoyed atm at something really stupid
when i go on youtube (clearly to procrastinate) when i wanna pause the vid to like go get some food or something i click on the actual video itself, but sometimes it lags on me so i click it again coz it hasn't paused but then it expands to fit the screen
so then i get this huge, mega blurry thing cover my entire screen hurting my eyes
so trivial but so annoying
honestly

oh n whats also annoying is when you talk to someone n its a total nice n normal conversation 
but everytime you talk about something that other person ALWAYS has to dispute your opinion or whatever is it
ALWAYS
like gosh dude...can i have my own opinion?
i know you know lots of stuff...but i know stuff too....
so stop trying to lay all your knowledge, which i know you don't try to make it come across as superior, all over what i think
you're not always right ok?
honestly, you have your opinions n your ways of doing things
i have mine
no one in the situation is right...but there's no one way of doing things
thats what life is about...different paths, different things to do
so srsly stop it

erghh its getting on my nerves
im not sure if its intentional...but i hate it when ppl just try to seem like their ways of thinking is more superior n they say it in such a way that gives you no space to back off n say 'yea you like that, i like this'
they just pile it all over you
i cant handle it

also very trivial 
this is what the hsc is doing to me
im getting worked up about the littlest things

taking a breather
and moving on to better things
the baby pigeon...now no longer a 'baby' can FLY!!!
its so exciting :D
but its so annoying
everytime i open the door of their lil pigeon house it always wants to fly out...n straight out which is right into my face!!!
i'm still not sure what sex it is...but it takes some features of its mother
idk how to check the sex of a bird...not planning on being a vet one day
though i hear its good money?
too many animal lovers in developed countries :P

its nearing midnight
i'm in the middle of writing a short story about not belonging 
but i may give up...continue 2mr maybe

Comments

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sephiey
Oct. 6th, 2010 01:20 pm (UTC)
This is frome Sephiey
Hi it's Seph. I started a community for writers and readers and people who like to review other peoples pieces. It's a club for amateurs so don't worry if that's what you're thinking. I'm sure you'd be great! Anyway it's called Beginners Pages if you want to check it out. I wrote a piece you can review if you want. Other than that there's not so much action.
P.S Are you a Christian? You're the first one I met here. Do you mind if I add you as a friend?
shape_less
Oct. 6th, 2010 10:53 pm (UTC)
Re: This is frome Sephiey
Hi
Hey your community sounds great...i'll be sure to check it out :D
And yes i am a Christian :D Its great to know there are others out there sometimes isn't it? Yea you can add me as a friend, and i'll do the same...once i figure out how to :P
sephiey
Oct. 7th, 2010 01:26 pm (UTC)
Hi Christian Buddy (I'm just really jazzed, sorry)
I know right? For a second there I thought I was all on my lonesome. If you know any more please feel free to tell me!
How you add friends is get to where you see that big toolbar of things: Home, Profile, Journal, Friends. Yes? Click "Friends" scroll down to Add or Remove. Click there and I should already show up. (You probably only have to check mark me in order to add me.)
P.S. The community got a lot of responses from my invites yesterday! Wooh hoo! I was afraid I'd have to give up but turns out my prayers have been answered!
shape_less
Oct. 7th, 2010 09:53 pm (UTC)
Re: Hi Christian Buddy (I'm just really jazzed, sorry)
Hahaha that's alright :D
Well as you can probably tell I'm still new to this whole thing, but I managed to add. I don't know any others...I have like 3 friends beside you I think, but if I do manage to find someone I'll let you know!
I'm really glad your community got a lot of responses, and don't ever give up!!
sephiey
Oct. 7th, 2010 03:42 pm (UTC)
Here's the link, phew!
shape_less
Oct. 7th, 2010 09:53 pm (UTC)
Re: Here's the link, phew!
oh goodie, I was looking for it yesterday and I could't find it
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